how do you get of the never ending sinking feeling in your stomach?

how do you constantly practice the positive lifestyle that you preach onto your loved ones? even when you’re not up to it at all.

is it bad that I sometimes question if God is still looking out for me in some aspects of life? maybe He’s trying to give me a sign? that I need to look to Him more? that I’ve lost my way once again?

literally just stuck between lost in the sauce, feeling empty, and annoyed with my life decisions…

or Maybe my period is back again early lol… Idk. #GirlProbs?


ah coming again…

If you listen to soca then you are probably humming Machel cause… Yeah okay.

G’morning though.

I’m here again because I’m stuck and bored at the mechanic, yas ya’ll I got a car *slow whines*. But I just wanna make this very short rant and go back to listening to this soca mix…

I declare that I am so done with being taken advantage of and used. I am valuable. I’m amazing. I  am blessed. I have potential. So why the heck am I going to sit back and be mistreated? Miss me with the nonsense. Please understand that there is no hard feelings but when I put my foot down I need to keep it there. 

Just put some respeck on my name, all I ask.
Much love and blessings xox.